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Umarmung;you nvr love me . again. its waht i have to offer, not what i want given to me.he said

2009-12-15T07:12:05Z

fuck this life
and its bullshit
and its twists and turns
and shitty fukcing ironic fuck
its depression
and loss
and fear
and hate
and end
and hope
and nope ,nope,nope
its mortality
its wondering
its fake
its lies
its hidden agendas
its politics
its women
its bros
and duchebags
its cheaters
the things i have to see
and the things i have to imagine
and the guysi have to wonder
and the stupid stupid things i do/done
my inability to time travel
and to see into the future
for you to be open to me
or me to read your mind to really know you
to really know any one
fuck this cold bed that i am forced to become accustom to
i nVr wanted to be a heartbreak kid
buck its novolties
its relations
its blindness,headaches and longing
its abuses
its highs
its drunk
its homeless
i ll suffocate myself
to live it all again.

a man once said, "the are 4 kinds of people in the world.the cock-a-roach,the flea,the pup, and the

2009-12-14T00:08:36Z

when will i understand?
when will i realize ?
when will i wake up?

Killer Whale Attacks Great White

2009-12-06T03:14:07Z

i justwant2feelyoum((k))issmE

White Knoll

2009-12-04T09:14:31Z

it returns to my lips
sipsip
so i forget to think

id give my life
you take it,
just to get rid of me.
bitch.

::

2009-11-24T07:46:55Z

im sorry things are like this now
you're probably happy though, i believe.
dip down, and its coming out
i know this end has all been my fault
i hope things work out
i took a ride on a track
i wish id never had
i liked the car i had
but i gave it up, stupidly

::
now i sit here
in empty rooms
remembering
your lighting moods
the paints and pictures
and ideas
artistic ways
and new ideas

i feel like a loser
a worthless man
i feel like a fisherman
who threw back his catch

i am an animal
an undeveloped brain
if i could have thought
maybe i could have gained
and kept
and love
and wept

i sit lonely
and wild minded
uneasy
and shifting insane

i can t stop memories
and notes
and scenes

you cried for me once
now i return the tears

im a lonely man
out of ideas

ia/CONTAKT_sonar_2008

2009-11-23T17:49:26Z

i kept remembering all that was good
questioning why any one would want to leave
and missing this goodness
it wasnt until this morning
i started to remember
all this shitty things
ive done to you,
and wonder how i could have actually done some of those things
to a little girl, who was in love with me
and like i always say,
i cant take back what ive done
but say im sorry
and ever do it again.
.acid bubble .

fml

2009-11-21T06:51:25Z

it sucks because i still care and you dont.
i bet youre actually using me, im so nice and caring.
i keep waiting for you to care again.
then i remember, You prolly havent cared in at least the last 9 months.

anythingbutyou @ 2009-11-17T15:47:00

2009-11-17T20:45:33Z

i was a man
was a man that we all knew
became a man
became a man that is all new
id love to trade
as i hear the bells
times a comin'
id love you trade back for you

blood0Range

2009-11-17T20:34:23Z

aM i still a mAn>?

1.1.2.

2009-11-17T03:06:02Z

i just want to know if you're still listening. assuming that you ever were.
actually.
i know it was all good at some point.
or thats what i'll go down believing.

If you're a bird, I'm a fucker**.

2009-11-15T09:13:34Z

my life is a clusterfuck.
of emotions,
thoughts,
and dreams.
none of which are ever winning,
and all are ever present.
i know,or i hope, in the end,
one of them will win.
unfortunately, or fortunately they all contain ...(youuu) the same ending. . . . .. . . .. . . ... . .. . . .. . .

ppPsnsPpans LAbbberrrrrrrr

2009-11-12T21:50:32Z

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gooooinggGGGGG Tooo--0 FffffffeeeelllllL LLLIkkKkKe>>>?? ?

..))))((((((((((((WaHT Is tHiS PLaCe? ??) )) ) )))))))))))))))))

Joss Loner

2009-11-12T19:54:42Z

i have so many wounds,
so many wounds i try to let heal.
you left me,
i think you would have left me for dead,
just so you could continue on.
i would have given myself,
for you...
i was never perfect,
but i wish i was.
i would have given myself,
for you to live.
did you ever love me,
like i did you?
did you ever love me?
did you ever mean it?
as i cried,
as i knew,
as i could feel you slowly leaving, for weeks.
as i waited for you to come home,
on empty nights.
.Alone.
wishing i was spending these minutes,
of my life,
with you...
and you...
were out there,
locking lips
and,
touching hips
and,
pulling hair,
...i think i loved you.

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2009-10-31T06:35:53Z

why does life move so quickly?

i want to be able to look past dreams, to see the other side.

i swear to god im becoming dyslexic

Alfa Romeo

2009-10-28T16:06:00Z

we have to get our gods together soon*

cc91

2009-10-23T10:22:30Z

i have so many memories of you.

i can't sleep, i can't stop thinking about dying.

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2009-10-17T07:02:47Z

one day ill write a story
one day im going to find out what love is
one day im going to smile cause youre just too beautiful
one day im going to have a child call me Dad
one day im going to smile at the face of G0D
one day im going to die
one day im going to breath and know why
one day im going to love this life
one day im going to make you happy
one day ill make you smile
one day you'll miss me
i miss you every day
one day ill die to save youre life
one day youll realize there are still good people in the world,
and it will be because of me
one day ill create this masterpiece that haunts my head
one day ill meet the girl that haunts my dreams
one day ill make you cry, happy tears
one day ill be bound by a metal ring
one day ill be able to say "i love you"
one day ill fly
ill feel the clear wind against my skin
one day ill relive every second of my life
one day ill say "hello" to you again
one day ill visit whats left of your body
one day ill speak to animals
one day the animal will weigh my soul on the scale
one day ill meet an indian, who will call himself a native american, who will show me many things
one day ill beat that flat steel into a perfect circle
one day ill look up to the sky and fear nothing
one day ill accept this life
one day ill ask you to stand beside me,
on my last day,
of my mental slumber
one day she will leave me
one day i will cry for her
one day ill be everything
the sun warms this cool body,
and this hair grows long and reckless,
who cares because
no one judges, but the hypocrites
i forgive all
i forgive you
one day ill touch your hand,
to experience the electric tingle,
of that love.
one day ill touch the people who ive known,
who have left me,
with out my hands.
one day ill survive the zombies,
only because i want to see,
what comes next.
yesterday i read,
today i envisioned,
and tomorrow i will live.

wexcbnm,.p[

2009-10-09T15:30:42Z

no,i was a wrong man.
i dont miss you.
i just dont always get along,
with change.because,
these new smells i breathe
these new words i hear
these new tastes that smack against my lips.
and this touch that comforts and loves
and is all new
and what i search for, awake and sleeping.
these things give me little to miss,
from anything previous .

"the end of everything "

2009-10-08T19:52:01Z

"You will forget many things.
You will give many things away.
You will lose many things.
But do not lose this."

cd81398

2009-10-08T17:04:31Z

you want me to be
really fucking honest ?
i hate
that i fucking miss you, still.

nothing gives me that calming that i never had.

ahoymatey

2009-10-06T04:28:07Z

The world is yours.

whycantijustbehappyeveryday

ahoymatey

2009-10-06T04:24:14Z

The world is yours.

whycantiwakeuphappyeveryday

8271353667

2009-10-05T02:39:50Z

so many good memories
have your (Ffffucking) face in them
why do i waste the energy..............................^^^^^^~~~~+==+&*
REISE,REISE.

swiper no swiping

2009-10-05T01:20:05Z

last night i had a dream that i went shopping for a skateboard. i dont know what that means.

maybe i didnt wait long enough.
perhaps i didnt take all the right steps.

life is a hallow sphere of weightless, random thoughts and actions floating freely.
some of them you reach out to grab,
some of them you miss,
and some of them unexpectedly just hit you.

1fed8e7b

2009-10-01T23:01:12Z

Heartbeats hammering at the sight
A revelation to wrap my soul in .
Blinded by the .light
as I stare into my . shadow